Dream of a Dream

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As I wake up I realize I’m still in a dream
This one can’t be as real as it seems
Tigers are brushing against me as I listen to the sounds of the sea
I reminisce on the past and what it used to be
When the waves begin rushing towards me
These waves are reality
Waking me up and pulling my mind back down slowly as If we were running out of gravity
The things I saw
The things I heard
So raw
So vivid
The feeling I had couldn’t be explained I’d have to just find a way to give it
Imagine your paradise with no errors or flaws
Imagine feeling as strong as a set of bear claws
Then imagine feeling air where your feet should be
Then tell me if you loved my description of my dream of a dream

We Must Be Killers

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From the way you push us away we must be killers
Society kicks us down while we belong on our noble pillars
Were different to some but weird to most
Some of you would rather have a conversation with a ghost
Rather than someone of my nature
I think it’ll never be any better until we all meet our maker
When they can sit back and realize what they killed
We cried
We tried
We let go while you let us die
They try to make us look like murderers but people rarely believe the positive truth
They only believe when were on the verge of death with no clue
But if our image is a group of unique people being pushed away with the likes of murderers then what does that make you

The Alarm

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I can say that I miss her but I can’t say that I’ll see her again
Because when I find hope that she’ll come my way it soon comes to an end
I haven’t seen her in months or had her in my arms
I just need her to silence this misery alarm
It’s all I can think about
Shes the only thing I can’t live without
I miss her and need to give me a reason not to pout
I guess its just urge
I can handle a lot but when it comes to losing you I dont have the courage
I love you
I miss you
And I hope that as I write these you read them and take them with you

Remedy

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I feel like the angels are heading south tonight
I feel like leaving this behind and I just might
Pain just changed everything
I wonder how life without it would go
No matter how bad things seemed
I always made sure we could say that you know
That I love you and always would
I’m searching for that feeling called happiness
Because I’ve seemed to found pain and mastered it
I started talking to myself recently
Its how I keep my feelings in me
I feel like doing that would keep me at ease for a while until I find a remedy
I just hope I don’t get overwhelmed before then by this feeling that feels like its killing me

Possibility

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i worry too much , i know its true
but id be just fine spending my days thinking about you
i dream of you alot
you spoke to me and i fell in love on the spot
you made me smile when i tucked mine away
and you made me love you more day by day
the emotion in my poems come from what you created in my heart
you could look on it and see the mark
the mark you engraved and wont let fade
id do what it takes to make you happy each and every way
i think of you now as something too good for me
your husband is something i would love to be
the world is to me
what you and i could be
i just wish i didnt have to think of you now as just a possibilty

11:11

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At this time I close my eyes and make a wish
9 times out of 10 you’re the reason behind this
I wish you were here but I open my eyes to nothing
I just can’t get over the fact that you’re so loving
So different and special
A positive rebel
You made my day without trying
Until I left you I had never heard of crying
I always make the same wish about you when the time comes
I just wish these wishes would help me get closer to the girl I’ll always love
When the clock shows its time for a wish
I close my eyes and hope I can take being yours off the top of the list

Contemplate

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The things I’ve done for what I thought was love are beginning to make me sick
But all I can do now is shake my head and say to myself “get a grip”
I doubt it’ll work because I always end up in that same spot
I never knew why the pain wouldn’t stop
Now I see its the choices I’ve made
Picking the same type of contestants didn’t help me win this game
I guess this note is just me finally saying I’m done
Done with a lot
Done with my life not having a plot
Done with loving her and only having my heart drop
As I contemplate you come to mind pretty often
I used to think I’d be with you till I was in a coffin
But people change while they’re feelings stay the same
As you showed me as you became the winner of this game
It’s just a game to you but to me it meant so much more
It’s just a joke to you but I’ll be the one laughing as I walk out the door