Anonymous

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the things you think are secret are out in the open
im still amazed it turned out to be despite all of my hoping
days go by
and my love starts to die
i dont even feel like the emotion you show is real when you cry
people lie everyday
this is what you do to push me away
my love for you is gone and it wont come back no matter what you say
i wonder how long youll keep up this sharade
its just sad that my heart is one of the games you played
ill stay here and act as if nothing has happened
im not suprised im starting to hate you with a passion

Dead End

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I don’t know what real love feels like anymore
I don’t think you’re what I was looking for
I think you live two totally different lives
I think I’d come out the loser no matter how many tries
I let it go but more came rushing in
I moved on but all I have now is a dead end
I don’t see the next step to take
I don’t see any positive fate
Or at least not in my future it seems
You can go your own way or follow what you think would be nice
From my past all I can say is once I break I won’t break twice

Two Worlds

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The exit is there
To a place where love is fair
It’s right there
In arms reach
The only problem is he’s missing that one limb needed for this task to be complete
He realizes his own world is something he can control and manipulate
He learned how manipulation works from people he let into his life when better people could have taken their place
Two worlds exist to him
But only one is reachable
When this world becomes too much
He expels himself to a place unthinkable
In this unthinkable world happiness is vivid
In this world there is no existence of words like “livid”
Smiles are on everyone’s face
It’s just too bad he can’t really go to this place
As thoughts come to his mind about what to add to this heaven of thought
His connection is broken by a war that he can’t yet say he has won after he fought

Happiness Without a Catch

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If I knew falling for someone so fast would come back to hurt me I would have packed a parachute
If I knew I’d be in this spot right now there’s so many different things I would have chosen to do
I just want happiness with no catch
A box of joy with no latch
I’d prefer no latch because I’d prefer it to always be open and spreading
But I feel like it’ll never happen because of where my emotions are heading
I’ve wished for a lot
And when I look at what I got
I think back to the old me and wonder why those emotions stopped
The thing you call a heart is missing in my chest
But I pretend its still there by abusing the word “love” like the rest
I wish I could get away
For a thousand days
Maybe even a million
If I could I’d pay a billion dollars for happiness without a catch
Better yet make it a trillion

Hiding

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She sits in her closet of thoughts hiding from the world
Because its done nothing but give her pain since she was a little girl
She’s been locked away in her own thoughts for a while now
Nothing anyone can do would tear this wall of pain down
Or at least that’s how she felt until this guy came along
He showed her that she deserves love and how easily it can be given to her
He showed her how to smile again
He showed her the meaning of a true friend
He showed her that there’s no reason to hide
He made her feel like there was no reason to ever again cry
She says she’ll love him even after they float above
It looks like it’ll never be the same
He becomes her number one source of love
And for him she becomes the same

Words

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Words are just words until they’re given a meaning
It saddens me to say that your words aren’t stopping my love from leaving
It took a while to manifest this love for you
I don’t want to give up on you
But what’s left for me to do
I tried
I cried
I wished I would die
The only that that changed
Is that I can no longer manage the flames
The flames forming that are burning the remains of my heart away
This poem explains why to me , words can be detrimental depending on the order and what words you choose to say

Expired

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When feelings vanish
When I feel love is banished
I pick up my pen because its my only way to manage
I fought for things I shouldn’t have
I never knew what exactly to ask
When I felt lost
I just knew my heart was cold and starting to form frost
I can see the ice forming in the cavity in my chest
And I guess in just another expired soul like the rest
I feel like I am because I don’t feel like trying
Honestly right now I wouldn’t complain about dying

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