The Walking Dead

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i dont know whats true anymore
i dont know how to explain how i feel anymore
except that i feel numb
i feel lost and expired
like a hitman that just retired
i used to fight it but i see no reason to keep doing so
at this moment theres so much im going to let go
because holding onto it is just going to make me snap and break inside
i dont feel the need to hide
it turned into the need to fade away
i wonder what people would think if this poem was the last group of words i said
i never knew one could still be alive and feel like the walking dead

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Judgement

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I’m an example of why you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover
Because nine times out of ten if you looked at me you couldn’t see me as a writer or maybe even a lover
People say I’m not the typical poet and I love that
Because if I was just an average joe id hate that
I write because I feel like someone out there has to feel the same way I feel
One person told me she saw my poems and they helped her heal
The strange yet amazing part is I had no idea who she was
I didn’t know she knew I existed
But now I know for sure when you think of average guys I won’t be on that list
I wouldn’t be surprised if you looked at me and didn’t think I wrote the things on this site
But to turn a disbeliever into a believer I’d work all day and night

Unique

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I feel like since no one has ever expresses their love for you in a unique way then I’ll change that today
There’s nothing about you that can be found in another person
Your smile can stop evil in its tracks
Your voice can calm a baby and help him relax
I don’t understand why you’re treated the way you are
Because if it was up to me I’d cherish you like a star
You’re so perfect that words won’t be enough to define you
But still I want to be the one to try to
You’re gorgeous and loving
I can’t help but smile when I see you coming
It’s amazing having you next to me even if its just for a minute
If you needed a heart I’d lay under the surgeon next to you, have him take out mine and make sure you’d be the one to get it

Demons

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As much as I care and love my anger seems to shut it down and take over
It’s like my happiness is getting harder to find than a four leaf clover
I fight to show my positive emotions when I shouldn’t have to
I fight off my demons and no one else knows I do
No one else knows what goes through my mind
I don’t think that if I told them what thoughts enter and exit my brain they would be comfortable enough with me to come back and talk a second time
When I try to tell people what I feel I’m just dumbfounded and lost
If I could obtain pure happiness I’d do it no matter the cost
But yet I’m stuck with this anger pushing away the love I have hidden in my heart
If I knew how to overpower the anger and replace it with more love I wouldn’t waste any time to start

If You Were Gone

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If you were gone I’d take a vow of silence because I’d have no reason to speak
If you were gone I’d never know what to think
If you were gone, life for me would fade as well
If you were gone I’d rather be in the lowest pit of hell
But if for someone reason I’m the one to expire first then I’ll leave my love to you
And I’ll be standing there waiting as your soul floats through
I’ve never seen or felt love like this
I never knew such power could exist
But as I write this poem and as I wipe the tear that falls from my face
I carve in my chest “no one can take your place”
And as you read this and think
I hope this can be enough to make the sorrow in your heart begin to shrink.