Cavity

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I was looking for a purpose but it’s like I’m looking in a bottomless pit
Because that search started years ago
That search is the reason my tears have made home on my skin because of how often they flow
I’m lost but never say it
I’d probably see the chance and never take it
I create happiness and start to fake it
I hate it
But it’s me
The one I’ve grown to be
These feelings never left
I hate it
But they’ve grown inside of me
And become a part of me
I won’t put up the shield anymore
I’ll allow vivid understandings
I don’t know what I’m here for
My mind has flown away with no intentions of landing
I try to piece together what’s left
But it just breaks like the rest
Like the rest of the shattered pieces filling up the empty cavity in my chest

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Wilderness

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The leaves on the trees whistle as the animals walk through them
The sounds of the collage of animals draws me to them
I hear birds and monkeys
Wolves and snakes
As I try to decide into which I’d like to reincarnate
I come closer to a snake
Looks a lot like a Boa
Then I watch in awe as it envelopes a lizard and it’s entire aura
This day has become amazing
And surprising as well
As I touch the hand of an Ape about 6 feet tall I’m flooded with amazement and awe
It stands and looks at me in utter confusion
I already know people would think this day was just an illusion
It walks away and stops to look back
And waves his hand bye to show he won’t be coming back
I still didn’t understand how I actually got hear or what this all means
But the happiness was taken away when I woke up and realized it was just another dream

One More Time

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I can tell that you’re special
When i see you my mind flees to different levels
When i touch you my heart follows behind it
Im just lost i guess
Lost in my thoughts of you laying your head on my chest
Love is something powerful and deadly
I honestly think id rather stay here with you then float up to heaven
When im gone don’t think of it as losing me forever
Because when you need me ill float back down to make it better
A positive ghost if you will
Im not sure if it would give you chills
Or butterflies
I just hope when im gone and you’re feeling sad my words in these poems for you and make you smile at least one more time
Im not sure if this will make you cry
But i hope you feel butterflies
So that i can be reminded the love is still inside
Just one more time

Down The Road

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They walk and they talk holding each others palm
They look and they smile keeping each other calm
Calm and at ease
You can hear the wind flow through the trees
They feel things they didn’t know were real
Their hearts are placed together, protected and sealed
Happiness pours from their smiles as they laugh and laugh
Thinking of the fun they’ve yet to have
She walks down this road with her love and her best friend
He walks with the love of his life hoping this road never ends